Welcome! And thanks for joining my little rp.

I am the bane of Krys' existence. So, no competition there. If you don't believe me, just ask her. *smiles*

That having been said - POV1 should be changed to POV3. Because, well, it just works better and keeps the flow going. *sweet smile*

Fine... I'll do it from this point forward.

And Sorry for high-jacking your thread!

Hello, it's LadyLovelace, this is going to be my second account, just so you all are aware.

Thanks for the heads up

Ummm. Hello again?


It feels really weird just randomly popping back in, and it looks like the forum's been kind of slow lately, but I think I'm in a place where I can (maybe) come back to roleplaying. *nervous breath* I talked a little to Ember last month, or maybe it was before break, but ever since, I've been wondering what would happen if I came back. Would I get my muses back? Could I try again? I'm not really sure yet, but I'm willing to try anyway.

I know I've been away a long, long time, and any outstanding rps of mine are surely done and gone, but I've been writing lately. I'm in a fiction writing class, and so far it's been going great. No vampires yet, though. I'll know on Tuesday if my writing is any good; that's when my story's up for workshop.

So, umm. Hmm. I'm kind of a crazy fangirl now, in case you were wondering what I'd been doing all this time. It kind of takes up a lot of my attention, in fact I can't even do anything without thinking about this band, my reason of existence. It's really hard to describe how much they mean to me, and sometimes I may sound like a thirteen year old girl (when I'll be turning nineteen next month), but it just feels like the best thing I've ever known. It takes up most of my money, and most of my brain. I'm thinking one of these days, if I ever meet the band, I will either a) act like a complete fool or b) explode.

Why do I let myself go on and on and on like this?... I guess if anyone sees this, just say hey. I'll try to start something this week, once I'm done writing my midterm paper.

Resurrecting the dead is something we do here... after all you're never really done and gone... as long as there is the blood. I am in the up swing myself of breathing life back into some creativity.

Welcome back. *snide little grin* So I'm accountable for whatever happens? .. WOO!!! GLAD YOU'RE BACK!!! *Has been holding it in the whole time*

Resurrectin' the dead? ...Um.. *explodes* Can I be next? Up...swing.. too forceful of words. Take me with you...I'm light. xD

Ladylovelace:

I missed our roleplays, that's what I mentioned Andro to you heheh ^_^ I do miss seeing your characters. They were very elegant yet ..withdrawn. At least Solace was. They had history, a background, a definite sense of self. I always told you how talented you were.
Though I have tons of characters beside Ember. (probably literally) o.O

P.S. Obessions aren't healthy. Stop. Now =p
Maybe I won't let you go on that way if I find out how bad it really is .... lol J/K

Replacing that with something more local would to you  be good. No not a generic stupid answer like a boyfriend. But something better than that. Art or something. Analyze why you like them so much. I know nothing really about the band. Do nothing for me. Too femme looking. lol.
I would break them  But maybe you could produce something that helps vent how much you like whatever 'energy' you get out of it. Oh I'm sure you already thought of that. I waste my talent for free =p the inspiration is trickling in finally though.

Im baiting my muse with ... cigarettes? I don't know anymore. We've found our place in the dirt. *evil laughter*

I'm not opposed to bringing back up old rps, silverrealm, but I just don't think I can get back into them mentally... It's been more than a year since I was here last, and I think maybe I need to reevaluate my writing and my characters...

Hey, Ember! :DDDDD I am quite glad to be back here... Not sure how well it will go, but I'll try. This morning, in my fiction class, everyone commented on my short story, saying I had a real strong voice and character, so I am hoping I can work with that here. I am hoping just writing more will help my story-writing.

And psssshhh, don't kid yourself. This obsession (although I like to see it as an addiction, but a healthy one) has been going strong for almost two years. Tokio Hotel is a big part of my life. Yeah, sure, I often find myself daydreaming impossible little scenarios, but it's more than that. The music speaks to me in a way I can't describe. And the guys of the band are just so effing amazing, I can't believe how incredibly talented and inspiring they are. They're my kind of role models.
But enough about that. I think I can draw inspiration from them.

Kid myself? *at a loss* Err, okay. About..?
Yes I remember =p you were into them before you magically disappeared. lol.

That is a very wise decision, though. I have had the same characters since I was much younger and it does make things complicated. It definitely gives a feeling of being very 'loyal' but also sort of rigid. Not a lack of creativity, or is it? But you've made a very good point. I am breaking down my old ways with my writing as much as I can. I just wish I thought like that, lol. I just packed them up and moved around to different sites over the years.... Watched the writing skill dwindle.. Ughhhhh.

But we're good. =]

Does this mean new characters? *excited* I am 100 percent positive it will help you
Really look forward to a new thread around here. *blows off some dust on the pages*

Yep, new characters.  It might be a little while before I can really get a sense of them, though. So bear with me.

I've realized that writing short stories has forced me to be more concise and economic with my writing, but I do love writing long bits so I'm trying to get back into the habit.

I have a good feeling about this.