Lately, I have been highly depressed, which is why most of my characters are 'MIA', as you would say. And, lately, I have been having emotional mood swings, bad bad eating habits. (like, not eating at ALL)

Whenever I try to eat, I get so depressed I can't eat.

  Whenever I try to smile, I wince in pain.

  Whenever I try to be happy, I get super mad to no point or extent, and the emotions are swinging at random.

  And why?

  I finally figured it out.

  Because I am missing my lucky pair of pants.

      Yes, my lucky pair of PANTS.

  I couldn't believe it, when I started asking my friend for them, I was completely twitchy like a drug-addict who hasn't had any for a long... long time. My friend said I was crazy, but I have had those pants for so long, and they still fit... I just feel so attached to them, because I thought they were cool looking.

  Well, over time... IO needed the. I needed to hold em once a day, just to see them, and then... they were gone because a girl whom I trust has 'borrowed' them... and they have been gone for as long as I have been depressed.

  SO HA! I will be happy and running as fast and typing as I usually do!

WHEN.......


  ..... I get my pants.

I know the feeling! I have a pair of pants that I loved and I wore them so much I wore them out... I still miss those pants. *sigh*

Well, I  don't know about pants, but when I found out my girlfriend threw out my black chuck taylors that I've had since ninth grade, back in '99, I really could have snapped her neck. Those were the only and i mean ONLY pair of shoes I wore, all of their scuff marks,  rips in the canvas, and various stains and odors..... God I miss those shoes.